Fleeting thoughts, please stay in my head.

I promised myself countless times that I would never do this again. I promised myself that I would not allow these thoughts. Mike, why are you in my head? 

Why am I doing this to myself? I'm not gonna be in Gtown for the next 4 and a half weeks. I can't do this again. I refuse to have a rerun of the Easter-Dave saga. Ok, well, an actual Dave rerun is just about impossible as Mike is not a bottom feeding, self-centered,d-bag filled with steroids but its still happening. Why? I really wish I could just get over the awkward crush phase and find out exactly what's going on but that may pose as a slight problem as Mike isn't exactly the best at checking his BlackBerry. I guess I will just have to weather the storm and see what happens when I get back, or when I possibly go up for fest but that's a different story entirely.