Smiles for days.

So, I had previously mentioned a guy called, Kyle, who was dating this retard called Dante. Since my last post involving the two of them they have broken up. Dante wanted to do his own version of Eat, Pray, Love wich translated to pure selfishness. Anyways, they broke up and it shames me to say this but it put a smile on my face. 

I think I have had a thing for Kyle since we first met. We have always got along really well and what started out as friends will now hopefully evolve into something else. Something better. Something long term. There has been big talk about the weeks and even year ahead. He's going to teach me how to braai (which I already know how to do but I lied to have an excuse to get him to my place while my rents are away). Anyways, January will be he month of the Kyle and we will see where it goes. I already know where I want it to go but whether it goes that direction or not is a different matter entirely.

I'm calling it a night. Good night blogosphere. Will keep you posted. 

Is it really a merry Christmas?

It's that time of year again. The time of year when the egg nog flows and the mince pies get eaten. I really don't mind Christmas but there is one thing that gets  to me, I don't like spending this much time with my family. It's not that I don't like them or anything but more that when we spend this much time together things get tense. Things get strained. I get annoyed. It has always kinda annoyed me that my family isn't close like others. My parents know almost nothing about me and, on one hand I like that mostly because I know they don't really approve of me and my "chosen lifestyle" but that's ok. On the other hand I would like to have one of those super close families where we would share everything. Where we would know how everyone functions and ticks. I know we will never have one of those families. It's too late for that. We will never be like that and it's ok. I don't think I mind.

All I need is a break. I haven't seen my friends in ages and I miss them. I'm pretty much living for my week getaway in Cape Town. I'm still a little chipped that  my parens are jetting off to Australia while I'm stuck here. Oh well, least I will hopefully have someone to keep me company.