I'm strong but I'm lonely

Having spent the past couple days at home, studying for exams, it has been a major help. Fewer distractions, less temptation etc. I've got a large chunk of work done although I have been procrastinating a fair amount. I can't complain, the coffee is great. 

Only problem is being couped up all day in this big house by myself can be very lonely. It's quiet, whch is great for studying, but I can't help but feel so alone. I know it will all pass soon enough but I still can't help but feel so alone. It's getting bad again. In a couple days I'm heading back to Gtown and then I can focus on work again. It'll be fine, I'll be fine. 

Exam stress, again.

So I'm at that time of year again when the exam stress is about to kick in. Tomorrow morning swot will will officially commence, the final week before the shit hits the fan and it's the biginning of the end. Can't believe this yeah has flown fast so quickly. Yoh. Hopefully the next two will fly past even faster. I need to get out of Gtown. I need to get a move on with my life. I can't believe I was so stupid as to give up on my architecture degree. Well, not really give up but not continue into the post-graduate course. Don't get me wrong, I don't entirely regret going to Rhodes this year but I do regret the position it has placed me in. I should have just gone strait into an MBA course at NMMU and dealt with the lesser degree.

Anyways, my feelings of depression have been less lately. I don't know why but it seems to be better. It's not like anything good has been happening but I am proud to announce that I only wanted to drive into a tree at 120km/h twice one my way home. So yeah, guess things are in the up. That's it from me, for now. 

Piece out.

Who would have thunk-ed!?

So I think I've had my blog for almost a year now and in this year I've had all of like one reader but that's ok. This isn't for you, this is for me. These are the chronicals of my thoughts, my emotions, my rants and most importantly my delusions.

If I had of told myself a year or two ago that u would be typing to a BLOG and letting loose all my deepest secrets and feelings I probably would have laughed at you but here I am, typing away. Who woul have thunk-ed!?

Anyways, onwards and upwards. Bring in the happy thoughts. Bring in the good... There is good in my life right? Right now I'm not too sure but hey, at least my skin is looking good and I've had an ok-ish hookup or two. Maybe things aren't as bad as I thought.