I wish ...

You know, sometimes I really wish I could just tell people how I really feel. I'm not claiming that I know everything or that I'm like pro at life but sometimes I wish others could see what I see. 

For example, I have a friend, lets call him Kyle (still not real names) and he's dating this guy, Dante. Kyle can do so so so much better than Dante but he doesn't see it.  Dante is, frankly, full of shit. He creates drama and and sucks everybody around him into his personal web of lies and drama. I don't get it. Kyle is such a great guy and deserves so much better but he insists on staying with this guy. If only he saw what I see. If only he knew how much better he could do. 

Another example includes my other friend Craig. He is head over heals for this girl and to be honest, I  don't know why. She's a boat load of crazy and there is no attempt to even try hide it. I had a hectic chat with Craig and he seems happy so who am I to judge? I just see this all ending badly and I don't want that to happen. 

Is it wrong of me to want the best for my friends? Or is this all for means my personal gain? I say no because what would I gain out of each situation? Well other than the satisfaction of being right all along. Is that wrong?

One down, four to go ...

So tomorrow marks the start of my first set of exams as a Rhodes student. It gets kicked off with Economics and I think I got this. Well, that's at least what I say now. Just wait till tomorrow after the exam when I'm in tears and all I wanna do is huddle into a little ball and cry because I failed on my ass...  

Anyways, happy thoughts. I'm sure it's all gonna go fine. Guess I will just have to let you know tomorrow. Im sure you can hold out till then, right?

Night world.

Panic stations.

Ok, so the university I go to has recently had a "confessions" page put on Facebook and I am not sure about this. Yes, it's a fantastic way to vent any confessions you may have about whatever is going on but what about the people that may get caught in the cross fire? 

My friend Christine (still using fake names, I will tell you if they ever get real) is thrilled about it. She can't wait for the claws, and better yet, the drama to come out. I do agree with her in that it could get incredibly funny but on who's expense? Even though the posts may be anonymous people can still put 2 and 2 together and hopefully not get 5. 

All this being said, could this maybe be my chance to possibly get my foot back in the door with Dave?  We did get along really well and I did like him but I also do know I gave up way too easily. If I had if stuck in there would it have worked out? Guess there is no harm in trying. Right?