I think I'm getting bad again...

So I've been back in Gtown for over a month now and I already feel like I'm getting Stockholm syndrome. All I want is to get out of here. Get away for a bit. Go to the beach. See some friends. I really miss Gillian right about now. I kinda miss all my older friends. I need to get back to reality and have a dose of maturity in my life. This place is depressing me and I think I'm getting bad again, I can't afford to get ba again. 

I need to get out of here. Thursday can't come soon enough.