Ups, Downs and Saturday Night Series.

After the debauchery of last night some much needed rest and relaxation is needed. After about 9 shots of Jaegermeister and 3 beers later oh and a trip to Monument to smoke some weed I was somewhat fragile. Go figure. Vomiting in the bin in my room was probably not the best life choice out but shit happens. One day, a lot of coffee and even more sleep later I'm all good again. Well, apart for the usual self-hatred and insecurity.

So, instead of studying for Accounting that I'm writing on Monday I decided to watch some vintage Awkward. I love Awkward, it speaks to me, it was the reason I started this blog. I think it's worth it, I love the way I can rant and get it all out of my system. Nothing for today though, surprisingly I got no rants. This is kinda new for me but don't worry guys, there will be way more to come. 

Guess I'm the fool again.

I don't claim to have learned much in my life but there is one lesson I really shoul have learned by now and that is to NEVER fully trust anybody. Just as you think things are getting better they go and tell half truths and everything good starts toppling down. It hurts... A lot. Moral of the story, don't trust anybody. 

Consider my eyes: OPENED

Over the past couple weeks I have been reconnecting with a guy I had previously been relative close with in the past. The reason we had, for loss of a better term, drifted is because of the insident that happened at the start of the year. I'm not gonna rehash details but it wasn't pretty. Also, don't you just love it when you hear that you're in a relationship with someone you've been friends with for the past, I don't know, 5 years and when she has been in a relationship with another guy for like the first half of this year!? WTF reject, is your life so dull that you need to spread shot about me? I don't get it. Did it really hurt you so badly that I didn't wanna join your clique? I don't get it...

Rant over, I've decided to be the bigger person and try talk to the ginger in question. (Am I the only person who things it's ironic he's a ginger?) I have no idea what I'm gonna say yet but I think it's a step that needs to be taken. This awkward crossing of paths in the stairwell is just too awkward. Something needs to be done and I guess I need to be the one to initiate it. Am I being silly to think that it will all pan out ok and there will be severely less awkward? Who knows, it's worth a shot.