Chin Up, Keep Improving That Life

So I'm not really sure what's going in with me. Since my "Year of Michael" post 2 days ago I have been in the oddest moods. I'm not really sure of how to descried them other than with melancholy. I'm not happy or in a good mood but I'm not exactly down either. I'm really not sure what is going on with me.


I have no reason to start getting bad again. I can't right now. I know and realise I have to fight it off.


The only reason I can maybe think to why I have been in these odd moods is because of what's doing down with the flavour of the month guy I'm seeing, Darren. I'm not sure where we are in whatever we are doing. We kinda tried to DTR (Define The Relationship) but it left me more confused than before. I'm gonna take a tip from the list of 7 Ways to Improve Your Life that YouTube blogger Alfie posted. Two of the tips he recommends are:

• Don't worry about nothing
• Cut the excessive social media

I have been trying to embrace these steps but It's not easy. I guess what I'm saying is that the road to happiness is a long one and we need to keep working at it to ensure that it stays, long term.
We need to remember that we create our own happiness and it is important. Yes, happiness can be gained by helping those around you and ensuring others happiness but it is still important to keep your own happiness in mind.


I think what I'm trying to say is that I need to do me for a little while. Wrap myself up in my own work and forget about the problems around me.