That awkward moment when.

Sitting in the lounge, on the couch, watching a movie with my family and it dawned on me, I may have worked out of what I'm afraid of.

Some people are afraid of pain, death, spiders etc. Yes, I am somewhat afraid of them but that's not it. I think my greatest frears are that of dying alone and also that of just being average. Everybody generally has something that thy are good at. Swimming, surfing, being clever, music etc. There is nothing special about me. I'm kinda just a regular guy and I'm petrified that I will remain average. That there will be nothing special about me. Ever. Anyways, that's enough of a pity party from me. Peace out guys.

Stay strong, stay special.