Feeling more alone than ever.

Ok, so this is really silly but Barnard is in London and although I didn't have with me before I am feeling more alone than ever. I know it is silly but I'm feeling it anyway. I don't know what to do!?

Anyways, I've been using exercise to distract myself and its kinda been working. Did 100 crunches and push-ups today. Feeling pretty proud of myself all while eating only what a runway model would, black coffee and air. So yeah, all is going ok. Vac is fast coming to an end although I just wanna get the rest of the year started so I can get it over with. As time passes I am finding myself less and less happy at Rhodes and I don't know why. This is a problem as I have at least another 3 years there. Guess I just gotta suck it and do my time.